Face It and lose the Fear

“The most pathetic people in the world, are those with sight but no vision” - H.Keller 

Face it and lose the Fear

Who’s your favorite character? I have learned much from Mark Twain story (Huckleberry Finn) The story of my life has a strong correlation with the character within the novel. My story has been written to help notify folks of your God given right to share the estate of life with the world. You see…times were absolutely tough for me. I didn’t have the real structure of family values or family orientation as some might see it. I found myself naked for years without a father. I was missing something mentally, physical and spiritually. I’ve come to learn nothing happens in life without a purpose. 

My story starts on August 29th, 1979 in Riverside California from the Birth. As I got older, I began learning different things from the neighborhood kids. How to lie, fight and become dishonest but more so, I was missing a father and my mother was suffering from mental complications. With mom having these conditions it was rather hard for her to deal with the time. I was sexual and physically abused. She didn’t do anything, she didn’t know how to fix it. I can vividly describe the whole event but I won’t because the picture is rather horrifying. I can honestly tell you that it was part of the struggle or fire in my life. I’ll share the state of depression it brought upon me for years and the thoughts of taking my own life similarly like my brother. Today, I have found that the United States has a whopping number of people suffering from depression 6.7% - 7.3%. Did you know 80% of individuals affected by depression do not receive any treatment? I personally believe things might have been a bit different if only my true father would’ve stayed. If he would’ve showed a greater sense of commitment. The fire of love is lost for so many folks or they can’t face their fears. I’ve been married for eighteen years to the same wonderful wife. In fact, we have three wonderful kids together. I couldn’t imagine leaving them forever. And sending them into a state of depression; extreme sadness, loneliness, hopelessness, or unworthiness. I personally know the effects and how long they can last too they can proceed for days, weeks, months and even years. 

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